December 2009
i'm glad 2009 is finally coming to an end
its been a weird year
a lot of weed, music, relationship problems, school, feeling alone, and driving.
i hope this coming year is better.
I love how my sweatshirt smells like you right now.
I love laying with you late at night in your messy ass truck.
I love just talking about random stuff and making stupid jokes.
I love kissing you and hugging you and just looking into your eyes.
you make me sososososo happy:)
I'm so vulnerable, so lonely.
it’s so hard to forget about you. I can’t seem to move on. I don’t know if it was real love that I felt for you, but it sure as fuck hurts. I just wish you gave a shit. I wish someone gave a shit that you’re shattering my heart into a thousand pieces all the time.
I can’t talk to anyone about this. I keep it to myself and cry about it at night. I feel like I made such...
Do you ever feel alone?
Do you ever feel at home?
I just want, I want the answers now
I wanna tell you you’ll be okay someway, somehow.
Hold nothing back, speak how you feel
Cause life’s a fact, and this shit is real.
Cause I know it gets rough and it feels like theres no hope left
So next time that you’re real low, just take a breath.
Don’t be scared
I’ll be here.
You can’t...
